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So i was on a walk with my parents and i was in cafe, i havent drank coffe in so long 

Also im scared that i might not leave that fast as my doctors told me

YOOOO

Theres a chance i leave on friday!!!!

i fucking hate mental hospital

Let me out!!!! Im going insane in here!!!!! Im reading a book and my poor smooth brain cannot comprehead how romance book with straight people are romantic.  I want to go home!!!!!!!!!!!! 

oh my fucking god

Im on my period and it hurts so much waaaaah

i hate my hospital so much

They be lowering my points for nothing and i have to get max points in everything to be allowed to get fun stuff like phone or sweets.

howdy

Today my room got phone later than the others, and i kinde feel like its my fault, and that i shouldnt be throwing a pillow at everyone, but also is kinda hospital fault that theres no way to get tired, and only way to kill time when there is no phone time is to overthink, and thinking isnt something good for me cause my childish brain  goes from "hehe pokemon, haha n, haha junping" to "oh my god im so annoying i am even human anymore i wish i could disapear my whole existence is emberassing" 

Anyway did you know that my hospital is only mental hospital in poland what allows phones?

hello guys!

Sorry i wasnt posting for a long time but i kinda got bored, but in my stay in mental hospital i readen a book what kinda inspired me to use this blog to kinda romantizize my life. So i will be posting more often 

Ps: i bought a fucking 1999 pikachu plush and i regret nothing, will send photos when i get back from hospital *: